*poke poke poke !

According to leetzelih i am a camwhore queen. According to a friend, i am a monkey wtf . And according to alot of people, i am a duck / sheep / lamb T____T and a car ! lol wtf why liddat -_-

Nevermind, i would like to think that is all because i am special and unique ! wtf denial la tu .

I don' t know what am i supposed to say when mother is complaining abouth thebrother. Come-on lah brother you should be old enough to not make everyone worry about you already, do you know that ?

Anyway, anyone wants to see my superpower ? I just discovered i have superpower wtf .
I wanna kill dota with my superpower wtf bloody dota what' s so fun about it . I' d rather stay in the toilet and shit my day through than playing it wtf. Ok lah maybe some people just love it. but why !

Oh yeah no college tomorrow i can have my beauty sleep ! hahahaha...hah..ignore me lah .

never ending pictures wtf.

According to sang i look like some datin -__-

Hehehe . This is what i always do when i am bored ! :p

Sorry sorry haven' t been blogging , college started, so yeah was busy. Now that i have so many pictures of myself to post up ( lol lol harap maaf for the ke-vain-ness wtf ) Haiyor no-lah you all think i so vain wan meh my ph camera clicked itself wan not me can hehehehe wtf super lame can. Ok i gtg , will update next time this is just a short one maaf maaf wtf .

run or stay? stay.

I will punch you i want to punch you so hard you will never wanna say things to me again.
Bobo doll , give me a bobo doll. Anything to let me get rid of my anger.

I hate nightmares. Let it be being chased by ghosts ( little spirits of kids * goose bumps ) or being left alone by someone or failing in exams ( which already happened ) or whatever stupid silly dreams . I hate it, but i love knowing that they are just dreams when i woke up. I contradict myself so much especially at times like this, i wanna be away from reality but yet i love knowing nightmares aren' t real. If i wanna get away from reality so badly i won' t mind if nightmares are real . you see there are good and bad in everything. Dreams can be good and bad, reality can be tiring and disappointing at times but there are parts of it that tell you why you are still here and the reasons why you want to or have to be here. There are alot of things i wanna run away from right now, but then there are people and things that keep me moving on, they are the people i love and they are the things i want .

Life' s like that , as much as i hate it sometimes, i have to go on and i can' t give up no matter what. This, will be my promise towards you.

I am up, and i am ready to go .

Pack up and go.

I had great time for the weekend (:

So tomorrow will be the end of holidays and everything will be back to normal like, studying and studying and studying. In another words my very sad life will be back T____T but in order to prove that i am able to get better grades, it' s all worth it. Sigh i was such disappointment to everyone but i will not be for finals .

To my dear friend tzelih, welcome back to your blog ! Keep it rocking yo :p

Haih home alone so boring but i refused to get out the house with thecousin because i' m lazy liddat . What to do in the afternoon ?

i feel like starving myself .

Immortality - Celine dion and The Bee Gees

Had a night out with thecousin and robyn last night, watched definitely maybe, it was disappointing. Very very draggy movie. Bren had to tahan not to piss in the cinema hahahahahahaha :p Anyway i had fun with the girls, enjoy our girls talk heh (:

I hate failing, but i always do. ,Me have problems. I feel like running away. Kidnap me please someone kidnap me ok lah * touch wood nanti seriously kena kidnap i die lol .

OH read this.

tzeLih who enjois life moar says:
ohyea
tzeLih who enjois life moar says:
i love your bitchy face when you make one

HAHAHAHAHAHA thankyou !

I cried like i' m pregnant at this age.

I don' t even wanna talk about results .

Right now i just don' t know what to do. I had a dream last night, that i was a witch, the good wan la of course. How cool.

A new piano has arrived, i don' t know but the songs my cousin plays makes me emo __________ but nice though.

Credit debit credit debit wtf.

Oh i am so bored. Finals are coming very soon but i didn' t bring any notes back home to studehhhhh neh neh neh.

OH. I'm currently learning accounts with my mother -__- for someone who didn' t take accounts since f4 learning how to do it now ? I hate it. If wasn' t for some extra money money i ain' t doing it. Not in a million years man ! ok lah i' m actually just helping mommy out .

Ok yam cah session with pd' s gang later woohoo damn long never see them already i better wear a name tag on my forehead just in case they don' t recognise me kan wtf . Then i' m going to the Beach to fly kites tomorrow ! The last time i did that was like 10 years ago i think -___- I love you tzelih ! ( if you really bring me or else go die la i' m not free to love you la wtf hehe )

ok ok i better go now mom' s home i was supposed to do accounts and not blog -___-

Lyndon Lee' s birthday !

Ok it's actually last saturday but yeah sorry lah since i'm bored i upload the pics now lohh. harap maaf saya ni memang outdated sikit.


The birthday boy ! ok ignore his smile wtf lol
This is athel. he's the brother of the birthday boy .
and this is Cass.

Ok lah i don' t know why he keep smiling liddat -_-

my mouth is itchy.

Kebosanan is killing me. I need, friends friends friends where are you guys T___T
So i went to get my new ic done, my old ones look extremely extremely horrible like indonesian maid wtf seriously man. And i went back to school and oh how i miss those days with uniform .

And, i was cleaning my room today since i'm so bosan and i found so many things that reminds me of those days and times when i was a innocent and naive school girl . Looking back i wasn't like this , well as in as annoying and as noisy. I used to be kinda QUIET. yes i just said i was quiet. I was so quiet that you won't even notice me even if you were in the same class with me for two years wtf nolah where got so serious wan. But, but i transformed ! like transformers wtf . hehe nolah just became more talkative and naughty and annoying heeeeee. ( the silent period was when i was in primary lah btw ) I remember mommy asking me how come i don't talk much HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA funny right i think now she probably finds it hard to shut me up lah wtf.

I need some entertainment lah i've been watching tv untill its gonna explode soon already wtf and i eat so much i'm gonna start eating the wall soon wtf sigh. I'd rather shit la to stay at home like this wtf.

Listening to - First love - Utada Hikaru

I am not no one. keeps repeating in my head.

Ok i thought my internet broke down due to face problem according to jiale. Thankgod it didn't. Msn is screwed tho, i couldn't sign in no matter how many times i tried the bloody troubleshooting thingy. Btw, i'm back to pd.

I feel very intimidated, very small, like i'm almost invisible in front of you all, i'm no one. I told myself to stop being a overly sensitive bitch but no, i really really felt so. I need some attention just like everyone else too. When i say attention, i am not talking about checking over who i go out with my boyf or not my boyf or whether i smoke or whether i club or whether i bring guys home ok not all that. I remember crying over this when i was smaller, like when i was a kid. I still remember it very clearly, and i remember how upset i was and i still am. You all can't blame me that i prefer the other side much more. At least my existence does count when i'm there.

I understand how we all need to fake a smile or joke or whatever floats your boat shits to get to a person's heart, I am sorry that i didn't and i never will. I don't feel easy, i don't feel happy this way. But what am i supposed to do, how am i gonna change all this. When i'm finally not here anymore? Perhaps. Right now i'm just hoping and praying hard that i will achieve my goal and show you all that i'm capable, despite what shits you all think about me.

I didn't wrote this to get sympathy. Go away. I don't need that. Thankgod i have mom and dad. At least i'm lucky this way.

He is my loveeeee.

Ok i promised to upload pictures of my very super adorable baby cousin brother. So here they are (:

he looks so reluctant to let me kiss wtf.

He is really really adorable isn't he? I love babies. No. i am not thinking of popping a baby out yet. However, kids older than 2 years old are annoying. From adorable lil humans to bloody monsters wtf. I think i'm monster now wtf =p

Saya rasa lapang ( sorry bm cacat-ed la )

Trial is over ! Which means finals coming soon diu nevermind lets just not talk about that alright me want to have fun la can.

I slept for 3 hours and roll around the bed thinking whats there for me to do except studying -_- ( this is what i call fun wtf ) Woke up and sat in front of the tv complaining my life's boring wtf. Went for lunch with my babes after our bloody screwed math paper. No camwhoring ! ): ): so sad kan.

Oh. I almost got hit by a car today -_____- pissed me off la that driver she didn't see her back mirror before reversing how can you drive liddat wan. I showed her the middle finger. Ok i know i damn ganas but yalah she so blur and she pissed me off dahlah aku screwed up maths wtf.

I want to go watch movie movie movie ! Horror horror horror i loveeeeee but i scaredddddd so howwww wtf annoying macam tahi jangan pukul saya please.

and again, woohoooo ! * jump jump jump * =D

Bunch of pathetic fucks.

and i just found out about it.

You all know, how rumours can kill a person. I really really really hate people who goes around spreading rumours about other people which most of the time are not true. Don't you all realised what you might cause? Don't you people know how much it could possibly hurt that person? If you people would just shut your mouth, mind your own business and not spread stupid fucking rumours that are not true, there might be less suicidal cases. I wonder how you all would feel why not just put yourself in other people's shoes and use your fucking brain and fucking think. Whats the use of giving you all brains when you guys don't even use it. Oh. probably you all don't have one.

The truth is, in the end, we can never stop them from saying what they want to. Probably they need to do all this in order to get attention from others and so they'll have 'friends' . How pathetic. No matter how good you are, there's always something to talk about for them. Untill one day when you finally give up and break down, perhaps, perhaps then only they'd stop all this nonsense.

Sometimes they make me wanna die.

say hi to the bimbo.

Very funny. Me myself got pranked twice. TWICE. from lee tze lih. -___-

I am well known as a bimbo now wtf. Deny also useless now wtf.

i'm so hungry i could eat a cow now wtf. fat fat fat.

This is so super funny.

Happy April Fool people !


Ok ok so regarding today's april fool let me tell you guys how i pranked my lovely friend, huiying. =p
( so sorry i forgot to save the convo but yeah this is roughly how it went )


shuyi .:: [ stoner ] ::. : hey i want to talk to you about something.

ying : what is it?

shuyi .:: [ stoner ] ::. : erm, i think, i think i have to stop studying already.

ying : huh ??

ying : why?

shuyi .:: [ stoner ] ::. : well. i think i only able to finish a levels..

shuyi .:: [ stoner ] ::. : you know, actually one of the reason why i broke up, is because i did something really really bad..

ying : walao bad untill what extent ?

shuyi .:: [ stoner ] ::. : promise not to tell anyone ok ?

ying : ok.

shuyi .:: [ stoner ] ::. : erm well i was drunk and yeah..

ying : what? faster tell la what happened

shuyi .:: [ stoner ] ::. : i think, yeah, i'm pregnant ..

ying : WHAT !?

ying : you got check or not !? walao !

shuyi .:: [ stoner ] ::. : APRIL FOOL !!

ying : walao ......

shuyi .:: [ stoner ] ::. LOL LOL LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA



poor huiying. kena pranked. Because she was the only one that was still online hehe. oh she wanted to call me already btw lol lol lol. She made me laugh so much untill don't know what i want to shit after that wtf -___- lol lol lol. I got selfcontrol wan la haiyor -_- hahahahaha.