Non-existent happening life, why am i so sad -.-

I want to work :/

I don' t wanna rot at home, i' d dieeee.

No more studying and pumping myself with redbull. It feels goddamn good.

Am more than happy since the boyfriend will be back home in 9 days, which is next friday (: Time flies, have been doing ldr for 9 months, am glad we' re both handling it good, can' t wait to have him back home again.

I know i am supposed to make my post exam days as happening as possible, but so far it still seems rather dull -.- Hopefully i' ll get some good news tomorrow saying i' m employed * fingers crossed. What, i see working as quite happening ok, i hate it when i' m just bumming around like a pig.

Am in desperate need to do something with my hair, but i' ve finished the 'quota' set by my mother. '' 1 year can only dye twice '' boohoo :/

Ok, before you guys think i' m a hopeless lifeless person, i do go out ok ! Just not at night ...coz i have curfew * small voice wtf. Lazy to upload the same pictures i have on facebook, next time around la kay.

Heading back to my drama, bubbbyyeee :D

study study study, meh.

What? I was tired of studying okay

Really busy with uni at the moment

I miss blogging about interesting things about my life but, there really isnt any right now :/

Count down with me to the 6th of Nov !

Why so serious?

Today, I' m gonna show you guys how sweet my boyfriend is, ok?

''Baby baby i show you something''

'' Aww, so naaiceee wan ! ''

'' But ah bee why got EYE and FROG wan -.- ''

'' Okay, i showed you all the nice nice ones ady, now i show you the rest''

...................... THIS PICTURE IS DAMN DISGUSTING. THE FROGS LOOK SUPER GELI TO THE MAX. Got ladybirds somemore =_______= But the emoticon damn cute wtf.


Ya. my boyfriend secretly want this to happen to me. LOOK AT THE SMILEY HE PUT ON THIS PIC. =_______=

After being with him for almost 17 months, i 've gotten used to the way he express his love and affection towards me. But sometimes i wonder if he really secretly want me to die wtf. One thing for sure though, he definately enjoy editing pictures of me.

Here's another example. I posted this picture last year's July -.- Somethings never changed huh baby -.-

But i have to admit all these pictures never fail to make me laugh wtf. I love you lah baby -.-

Down my throat.

I hate needles. But i' m getting so many jabs this year. fml.

Went for endoscopy today. Nothing serious, stomach inflammation due to acid. Thank god. But it' s really amazing how anestatic works. All i can recall now is the doctor asking me how am i doing and i kong-ed wtf.

If only the boyfriend is here i can be super manja woohoo wtf. Yes, i am a very annoying gf that will hit myself and be manja wtf. I'm shameless neh neh neh :D


Nah ! Baby you see i never bluff they make hole on my hand wtf.

I' m so proud of myself mmph ! First time weh i wear the name tag thingy so cool hor wtf. and i wore the robe terbalik wtf embarrassing -.-

Ok anyway.

Now i shall start reading for com assignment. but i' m feeling so super lazy. AIH. Can someone read for me ):

Excuse me miss, whats the time?

Am uber happy that i' ve completed my International Studies essay. I 'm not sure if its good enough, but at least i gave my best shot.

So, whats coming up next in my very 'happening' uni life?

- Psychology 3rd Interlearn
- MUHFUCKEN MUSIC ESSAYS
- MUHFUCKEN MUSIC TESTS
- Psychology lab report
- Communication essay
- Psychology 4th Interlearn
- Communication Presentation
- Psychology RDA assignment

then ... FINALS !

why is it different when it comes to my asian music work? STUPID LECTURER LAH. Go ask her whats the time and you' ll know wtf ( inside joke HAHA Shafiq !)

Call me crazy or whatever but i seriously can' t wait for finals to come. Because that is when i can really enjoy my life -.- November faster come ! ( also because bf will be back lah of course woohoo ! :D )

Come home come home come home come home come home ok enuf byyee wtf.

Very geli post wtf.

Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You - George Michael

This is like the longest song title ever lol. Very corny, but it is a very meaningful song for me :) Not so much on the lyrics, but it' s because how it brings back memories.

Skype is the most amazing thing ever, when you' re doing the long distance relationship. It' s the only way you get to see each other, the only way you can hear each other without burning a hole in your wallet or get pissed off over the screwed msn.

The thing that i love doing most, when we' re so far away, is when he' ll on his itunes and we' ll do our work - on skype. We don' t necessarily have to talk, i just like the idea of it. Makes me feel as if we' re just right next to each other. It' s the same actually, when i' m bored of my work i' ll just look up and i' ll see his face :)

Ok i' m not trying to promote skype or wtv even though they should really pay me, hor? lol.

Can' t wait for you to be home baby.



Ok please don' t kill me. hehe. I love you many many ! :)

Siblings :)

I like how music and scent are able to remind us of something someone or somewhere. There' s this particular perfume scent that always remind me of my kindergarten teacher, even though i can' t exactly recall her face, there' s this blur image of her. This scent then reminds me of my kindergarten days (:

I grew up with 2 brothers, my elder brother was my only companion at home since my younger bro is 5 years younger. My elder brother was like my leader, i follow whatever he does, even really ridiculous and dangerous act like burning our toys, because we really hate the free toys we get from buying honeystars & coco-crunch. I' m surprised my parents didn' t give away both of us -.- I always always listen to wtv my brother says or tells me to do, ie: lick his feet. and i did ... because he told me his feet is really sweet ... oh god was i an idiot. We have our imaginary friends as well ! Okay, i stole ..no, ''borrowed'' his imaginary friends. lol ya see i wasn' t creative since i was toddle. They have really funny names, which i shall keep it confidential wtf. We always bully our younger brother together, too. It' s really fun especially he starts crying hahahaha. OH. and we all used to play zombie with our cousins, we're awesome right? lol.

Now we've all grown up, but i really miss my childhood. It doesn' t even matter even if i grew up playing hide & seek at some pig farm near my grandma's house, burning leaves and pouring waters into tupperwares, licking my bro's feet ( -.- ), without the most expensive electronic devices / wtv, i can say i have the most amazing childhood ever.

Despite the fact that my brothers can be really annoying and seriously retarded at times ( -.- ), i love them and never wanted anymore siblings or long for a sister, because thats how much fun and love they are (:

Now i shall show them my post and hopefully get a bigger present for my birthday XP